As for third time, I didn't perspire on the meditation. I be able to sit still and got concentrate still on my word I drew it from the thick pine og bibrical marked words, telling me that "Should be well at hearing by the time you answer and must not interrupt one while he or she is speaking". It reflected me that almost everytime, I am listening lesson, teacher speaking I would have a question mark on my forehead and ready to speak cut off it. So I should be obedient and adapt myself to other communities. And Lastly, I drew one again I got "You must gratefully sincerely take care of all the widow who have no relatives". I knifted into my heart but others laughed at me.... why? Anyway, obedience is obedience, I should not think other things, follw and understand this God's word to me.